i can't make it

i can't make it
i still have so many things to say
i still have so many love to give

my feelings will never, ever change.
my love will stay pure.
i'll stay true to myself just so you can be proud of me.

# Posté le jeudi 07 août 2008 18:29

Bal en Blanc 14e Édition

Bal en Blanc 14e Édition
i am going to dance for fucking 12 hours, no matter what.
if i deserve to die on the dancefloor, i'll do it.
i will get wasted as hell.
whatever, i always do.

can't wait for it now.

TOMORROW

# Posté le samedi 22 mars 2008 21:11

Quebec City

I always get fucked in Quebec city.
But i've never been that fucked lol.

I stayed awake for 3 days.
I was about to kill myself thousands of times.
I wanted to throw rima in front of a car so bad.
I listenned to mike's techno music for fucking 12 hours.
I can't deal anymore with his music for a while lolll.

I went to Beach Party at Monkey's
It was dirty, sweatty and hot
The music was weird, going to backstreet boys to DJ Antoine.
But I didn't care that much.
I was loosing control of myself.
I smoked fucking 3 cigaretes in a row with marya every single time i went outside lol.
I got pissed at Nature Mother because of that MOTHERFUCKING snow and winter that will never end.
I was high in the heaven of cracked head.

I met awesome fucked people.
I got more fucked with 'em.
I went to boys noize with marya, alex, mic, rima and rené.
I was running out of the crowd every 2 seconds
And I realized I was out of control : I forgot how to dance.

We came back to Mic's after the show.
I was wearing sunglasses all night
For people's security and mental health.
Gaboury, Shanon and Elias came from montreal and arrived in the middle of the night,
We drank, we smoked, I took more and more candies.
They talked, i didn't understand a fucking word.

The other day, I wasn't understanding more.
I drank more.
We watched random movies and I played SuperNintendo with Shanon and Gaboury.

I wanted to go out SO BAD but i told myself i should get some rest.
Bal en Blanc is going to suck all energy left in my body.
So as a good body owner i'll help him for the 10th time tomorrow
With special candies.
Hmmmm
I like those candies.
It makes me healthy and cool inside.

I am talking to myself since yesterday
I am, at least, the only one i still can understand
I am party animal and proud of it.

Ok i've wrote enough.
I should now take a rest.
I don't even remember since when i didnt closed my eyes.
And i am a bit still high in the heaven of cracked head lolllll.
Quebec City

# Posté le samedi 22 mars 2008 21:04

Julien

Julien
He was one of my best friend.
I loved him and still love him a lot.
We lost contact with each other but on purpose.
We decided to not talk to each other anymore.
I did stop but,
I am still trying to forget him.
But I can't.
I wish he could still be that part of my heart he left.
That part of my heart is still empty and is unreplaceable.
I still love him a lot.

I miss the old times.
I miss hanging out with you.
I miss you, that's it.
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# Posté le samedi 22 mars 2008 19:59

Modifié le samedi 22 mars 2008 20:45

friendship

friendship
my turn now to do a friendship article

i feel like it's not the same as it was.
i feel like i'm miles and miles away from all of you.
i don't understand why is everything going wrong arround me.
but i've talked enough about me now.

you guys are what i need to live.
you are the air that i breathe
the water i drink when i'm thirsty
the food i eat when i'm starving
you mean the world to me.
without any good friends as you are
i probably wouldn't be there right now to tell you.
i miss the old times.
i love you all.

my heart isnt complete without a part of you in it.

# Posté le dimanche 03 février 2008 18:56